The Alt Dad Diary is an uncensored chronicle of my first year of fatherhood. It’s my notebook for grief and anxiety and uncategorized confession. My name is Ryan Loveeachother and I’m a first-time father and melancholy millennial. I swerve through postpartum paternal depression, career uncertainty, strained in-law relationships, psychedelic research, marital bickering, semi-sobriety, achievement angst and anxiety. Unlike curated Snapchat stories, this is a psychological backstage pass to the unedited inside perspective. Bon appétit.