#24: To Be Or Not To Be // The Job Search is the Most Deadening Thing Ever

 Looking for jobs is so deadening. But hey civilization is in this dead end situation, so go figure. For artistic millennials looking to enter the workforce, the logic is painful: damned if you do, damned if you don’t. I’m irresponsible if i don’t get a 9-5 bullshit job with health insurance, because I’m a father. And yet I’m miserable unless I do something I love. Which do we choose? Happiness or “responsibility?’
Is the solution to form a commune? Alan Watt's asks: What makes you tick? And he says do that.. Which is wonderful but doesn't help the 2 ton weight I'm feeling pressing down on my shoulders.